Here we go again

So I hear that blogging is good for the soul. I seem to be having a hard time getting into it though. I have some friends that blog a lot, I read their blogs and follow along with all that is going on in their lives, sometimes quite interesting sometimes not. Then I think about my own blog, my own life and I decide that really, I have nothing to blog about. Sad. But now I'm thinking that really that is not true. I have a life, I have children, a spouse....... I have thoughts, dreams, ups and downs. This is what a blog is about right? My thoughts.....my dreams......what my boy did today to make me smile...to make me angry.... I don't know. I feel like I want to blog, I want to put my thoughts into words. Maybe what is making me apprehensive is the idea that I would be opening myself up for others to scrutinize. But so what right...... Only those with an interest in my thoughts would bother reading my blog. And if they want to scrutinize is it only because I am brave enough to do something they can't bring themselves to do? Hmmmmmm So much to think about. I think I will start this blog thing again, private for a while, see how it goes.

Funny how it always seems to be around the anniversary of Tammy's passing that I decide that I need to be more in tune with my thoughts. Interesting.

So that's it for tonight. Tomorrow I will work on making this blog look better. Not really liking it at the moment.